Author: Poppy

NOTE / INSERT: I added comparison pics below. Look at these faces. Undeniable. Look at the babies eyebrows and upper lips…eye placement. Wow. xo

Hey, Puppy – wanted to share an update with you after yesterday’s post. Carson made it through the evening & night and seems more stable today (so far). He was able to eat his breakfast and use the potty so I’m grateful for that. I’m working here but keeping a close eye on him.

Another powerful experience that I had to share regards this picture of triplets. Last evening I was lying in bed with Carson…I was communicating with father while thinking of you and the boys. He has answered my requests far too many times to count so I thought I’d try again. I asked him to show me (as possible) what Noah might look like? In my mind, the first thing I heard was “right”…clearly meaning “on the right”. Immediately after, I was scrolling Facebook and this image of triplets popped up!!! ✨ All I see in these boys faces is YOU! Especially “on the right”. Wow! As you know well from your experiences with me (and your own life), father & the spiritual realm are real. Very real indeed. Can you imagine if we had twins or triplets?! Yikes! I need a staff to help me…but oh, what fun.

Please continue to pray for Carson (and me…under a lot of stress here). I hope you enjoy this INDEPENDENCE DAY! More than anything, I hope it’s symbolic of our future! Independence, commitment, family & good food! 😉 Keep me close…I love you! xo ❤️🍉🇺🇸

Hey, honey. Things here are about the same with a few unsettling curves. Typical of life, right?

First, I got Grey back this morning and found out that he was in a fairly bad accident at some point. Apparently hit on 3 sides! Wow. So disappointing…made me so angry but I also wanted to cry. I work so hard and try to do right by everyone…yet so many people these days are total shits/frauds. I would’ve never bought it if I’d known this? The contract shows that’s it’s a one owner with a clean Carfax – no accidents. Still > surprise! I guess the loser pajeet that owned it before had it fixed “off record” then traded it for a new Escalade. Had to be a pajeet based on the lady’s name still programmed…and the salesman at Hennessey Cadillac told me she’d traded it for a new ’26 Escalade. I’m sure with fresh new government/corporate contract money that only a pajeet can enjoy. Americans are starving and suffering while the foreigners live like kings. So disappointing. I can’t afford a large luxury SUV if it’s not used… and even though I did my due diligence (in as much as was possible), I still got fucked and it didn’t feel good. I love my SUV but this info really dims the shine. No matter, we’re in it for the long haul because I can’t do any better.

The other news and most unsettling is Carson. He has been growing ever weaker since his birthday? This morning he was struggling as much as I’ve ever seen him. Threw up followed by very labored breathing. He was staring off into space and had slow blinking. His little furry feet were very cold which is a sign of imminent death. I was positive that I was going to lose him and I still might? I’ve been in tears all day. At the moment, he’s asleep (has been since the scary episode). Just not sure how much longer we have? Pray for us and especially me if he passes. I will be lost without my baby dawg.

The house prep/work has been slow this week with everything else going on. Hopefully, if Carson gains strength, I can get things (mostly) wrapped up this holiday weekend. I just cannot believe I’m going to miss 4th of July again. I’ll be here working, per typical.

I’m sure you all have plans and I hope you enjoy yourself – eat some good food. Above all, stay safe. Keep me close, you know where I am. I love you so much! xo

A sneak peak. The entry is ready for professional images. Photographer is delayed but scheduled for Friday. Everything looks so nice…I’m really proud. Long time coming. Literally months and months of committed work.

My handsome “Grey” is in the hospital!! I’ve experienced a few strange things of late…mostly electronic then this morning, NO PULSE! Yikes! Dead as a door nail and, oddly, wouldn’t respond to jumper cables? Lincoln sent a tow truck and he’s in their care tonight. They think it may be the alternator? I have a new battery (as of February) so thinking it’s not that? Hopefully they will get everything good as new in a couple days?!

Hey, honey…

Hoping you’ve had nice day? It’s SO hot here still…crazy hot! No matter, I’m staying focused. I work outside a while then in to cool off…then back out. I’ve been thinking of you and hoping if you’re out doing things you’re being careful not to get overheated.

I ran across Celine’s song and it fits perfect. Listen closely to every word. We’ve been traveling together for a long time. I’m so looking forward to our time again. I miss you so much.

I’m very focused here…hoping to get the images taken this week and the house listed first of next week (at this point). I’ve been working on this for so long – once it’s ready to show, I’ll feel lost until it sold. I still have lots of things in the basement so will be getting those items packed/prepared to move. I want to leave here and go to the farm so much…just take a couple weeks to rest but will most likely stay here until I get an offer. I really need to get the basement finished (packing) and finish any repairs/updates down there in case I get a quick offer. I think it would be smart to be ready to GO if I’m blessed with an offer. I’m tired, honey…send me some good JuJu.

Get some rest and keep me close. As always, I’m right there with you. I love you so much, Puppy! xo

Hey, honey…hoping you’ve had a nice, relaxing weekend. Did you eat good, healthy food? I hope so. I’ve been laboring in the yard for 2 days and it has been tough in this merciless heat! Gosh…92 degrees today and over 100 (heat index – direct sun). Yikes! I’m working on my final list of things to complete so had to push through. I removed all the river sand between the blue stones (back yard) and had to repace it with granite rock. I had mentioned to you how much work this is – literally on your knees with knee pads in the scorching sun. All has to be done by hand for the best results. I finished the front yard walkway last week but had to tackle the backyard this weekend. Blessed to have gotten it all done and cleaned up. Looks great! ONE DAY CLOSER!! xo

These are my heirloom pumpkin plants. They returned from last year. The plants are so strong and healthy – the leaves are HUGE! Way bigger than my hand. Every blossom you see will become a pumpkin. I have white, gray/blue, traditional orange…AND multicolored gourds! I’m sad that I won’t see the pumpkins mature this fall but I’ll plant some at the farm if possible? We’ll see. MAYBE I’ll wait and you and I can plant a TON of pumpkins next year?! Can we plant pumpkins next year, Puppy? It’s SO FUN watching them grow and mature – then use them around the house to decorate for fall.

Well…are we pregnant? Lol. The doe returned today in the bright daylight! I went inside to cool off and have some gatorade and when I returned to the yard…there she was. She was in my neighbor, Denese’s, yard. She comes to eat the privet that’s growing there. Before the 13 large pines were cut off my yard last August, I had lots of mature privet trees/bushes. You’ve seen them in the wild on your property, I’m sure? They have small leaves and produce these tiny black berries. The berries are very firm (if not hard)…anyway, the deer LOVE to eat the leaves and berries. Apparently, they can smell them for a mile? As you will remember, she was living here on my lot last year (it was very wooded and lots of undergrowth…very bushy). She was hiding in there and had the baby fawn. Frankly, it still baffles me that it happened here but it certainly did. As I’d shared with you last year – the spiritual meaning of a fawn is “we’re pregnant”. I hope its true!! xo

Here’s the perfect song to share how I feel tonight. I saw bees, butterflies, squirrels (which I adore), chipmunks, neighbors cat and the deer today! These and had my hands in the dirt, sand, stones and rocks. Indeed, it’s a wonderful world. That’s the world we’ll share with each other and the boys. Do you remember the pic you shared several years back…you were standing in the little garden by the pool house? You said “Still green!” Of course, I knew what that meant…that something my hand had touched years before (and our love) was STILL GREEN. So sweet.

Get some rest and keep us close. You KNOW, right? Nite Nite…I love you, honey!! xo