Hey, honey. Things here are about the same with a few unsettling curves. Typical of life, right?
First, I got Grey back this morning and found out that he was in a fairly bad accident at some point. Apparently hit on 3 sides! Wow. So disappointing…made me so angry but I also wanted to cry. I work so hard and try to do right by everyone…yet so many people these days are total shits/frauds. I would’ve never bought it if I’d known this? The contract shows that’s it’s a one owner with a clean Carfax – no accidents. Still > surprise! I guess the loser pajeet that owned it before had it fixed “off record” then traded it for a new Escalade. Had to be a pajeet based on the lady’s name still programmed…and the salesman at Hennessey Cadillac told me she’d traded it for a new ’26 Escalade. I’m sure with fresh new government/corporate contract money that only a pajeet can enjoy. Americans are starving and suffering while the foreigners live like kings. So disappointing. I can’t afford a large luxury SUV if it’s not used… and even though I did my due diligence (in as much as was possible), I still got fucked and it didn’t feel good. I love my SUV but this info really dims the shine. No matter, we’re in it for the long haul because I can’t do any better.
The other news and most unsettling is Carson. He has been growing ever weaker since his birthday? This morning he was struggling as much as I’ve ever seen him. Threw up followed by very labored breathing. He was staring off into space and had slow blinking. His little furry feet were very cold which is a sign of imminent death. I was positive that I was going to lose him and I still might? I’ve been in tears all day. At the moment, he’s asleep (has been since the scary episode). Just not sure how much longer we have? Pray for us and especially me if he passes. I will be lost without my baby dawg.
The house prep/work has been slow this week with everything else going on. Hopefully, if Carson gains strength, I can get things (mostly) wrapped up this holiday weekend. I just cannot believe I’m going to miss 4th of July again. I’ll be here working, per typical.
I’m sure you all have plans and I hope you enjoy yourself – eat some good food. Above all, stay safe. Keep me close, you know where I am. I love you so much! xo