May 1, 2015 – My handsome puppy dawg was off to Las Vegas. After you’d left, I went back to the house to post your song. Zoom in. This was the day (on the way to the airport / she was driving) that I reached between the seat and door and gave you a little squeeze. Lol. Do you remember? I know you were shocked! hahaha. Too bad I couldn’t hug you bye and give you a little kiss. x
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May 2, 2015. Orange Beach, Fl…taken during my long walk after dinner.
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Listen again. Every word is true. Honey, are you ready? Wanna be off to see the world with Poppy? The very thought brings tears to my eyes. Sleep well…I love you! xo. PS – I edited/modified the “safe and sound” post from earlier today.
All is well here. I’ve been working both outside and inside but took a short break to check emails, etc and discovered that the hosting service for this website sent a notification that I’d missed. The annual hosting fee was due on 7/12 and I’d missed it. Yikes. Anyway and obviously, I got that paid and all is well.
Do you remember when I posted this song for you? It was when I was there in May of ’15…the afternoon you’d flown to Las Vegas. I posted it from the little kitchen office you often make C videos from. I remember sitting at the desk with my laptop, searching and finding the perfect song then posting….knowing you were flying through the air at that very moment and praying for your safety. We’ve been connected for a long long time. You had a dinner to attend in Las Vegas? I think? After (next day) flew down to Orange beach.
Bittersweet days for me (like they all were) – I absolutely loved being close to you but was never allowed to be with you in a personal, intimate way. It was hard to watch you pour and serve her wine that night. She’s such a narc – she ate that up and knew I was watching. I went for a walk along the beach that night after cleaning things up…just strolling and enjoying the beautiful moonlight shining down upon the water. As you may have suspected, I was thinking of you…of us. If you never knew, it was this very night that “moon river” came into my mind. I remember the small beach house we all stayed in and our bedrooms shared that tiny bathroom. I latched the door when I was getting ready / showering…but at one point, I heard you in your room. So close. SO CLOSE!! I wanted to slide that door back and come climb into bed with you so much. If for nothing more than to be close to you…feel your warmth. Hopefully someday.
I’m working here, of course, about to drive to Lowe’s to get some premixed concrete – trying to finish up the re-do of my stone steps leading down to the grassy areas. The Mexicans didn’t do a great job so I’m fixing it properly. Imagine paying $6-7,000.00 for labor then having to fix or fully re-do much of the work. Kinda heartbreaking but we forge onward, no less!
Tomorrow, I have a client to help…we’ll be preparing for a party/luncheon for Thursday. I won’t be there Thursday but will help get things ready tomorrow. Anyway, after that, I’ll be focused on the inside of this house – getting ready for professional images. There are so many loose ends in a project like this, seemingly never ending. Unless someone actually does this type of work, they’d never believe it. I’ll get it done, of course, get it listed and sold and never look back.
I hope you’re enjoying this day? Tummy full? What would you like for lunch, baby? I sure wish I was there to make it for you. That’s my joy…being with and caring for you. I could make us anything! I will note that it seems you’ve been “shut down” on FB and cameo? She must be watching you like a hawk? Yikes. No matter, we’ll keep on LOVING and COMMUNICATING – one way or the other. Keep me close…you know where I’m at…I’m positive you can FEEL me there right this second, can’t you? I love you! xo
Hey, honey. Hope you’ve had a nice day. I’ve been busy here…it rained on and off but still got lots accomplished. One day closer. As I’ve shared, father guides my thoughts and actions/posts so I continue to follow his lead. He is pressing hard on me to share the joy of our son/s with you?! He knows what the future can be. I chose this song that I’ve shared with you before but it seems so perfect again tonight. Such sweet and meaningful lyrics. Listen closely. I’m so looking forward to our time and all the firsts I mention often. I hope your tummy is full of healthy food and you’re taking good care of yourself? Are you taking a zinc supplement? I’m going to share an important article about zinc and it’s helpful role in PD. Get some rest and keep me close…I’m right there with you. I love you so much, Puppy! xo
Hey, honey….hoping this note finds you well. I never could get the original video of the water swale to work (upload) BUT, it came a downpour again yesterday so I filmed it’s function again and kept the video shorter. It works like a charm. The huge pile of rocks you see in the video will be placed inside the swale (you can see some there already – midway)…rocks will be placed by my yard guys tomorrow. I’ve got so much I’m working on, felt it was necessary to get their help with that. Regarding the sides of the swale, some really beautiful stones are coming to top the broken pieces – the broken pieces are more of a foundation for the pretty stones. Anyway, enjoy the short video…shows you what I’ve been working on. These things among many others – still pressing onward to the listing! Hoping for later this week.
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The huge house you can see next door was my home back in 2005-2008. I had told you about that experience years ago. I designed and built that house. 4 levels (with basement and attic rooms), about 1/3 the size of your house in MS…near the exact size of the house on Gothic in GB. It was lost to the bank but I’ve been able to enjoy it’s beauty (from next door) for nearly 20 years. Bittersweet experience for sure.
I’m working here today but will post something here tonight. I hope you enjoy this day and have a yummy lunch!! I love you! xo
