Though many years later, I’ll answer your question : Yes, Puppy…I WAS HOME during that season of my life but had stepped out for an errand at that moment. Even today, it breaks my heart that I wasn’t there to make you an omelet. I think I made it up to you over the next 2.5 months. I made Puppy lots of yummy lunches.
Puppy was hungry…someday (soon I hope) Poppy will be close again and can keep his tummy full. He’ll get lots of kisses too. xo
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“feels like I’m all the way back where I……belong…..”
Hey, honey. Hoping you’re feeling well and enjoyed this day? Per typical, busy here. The yard plants were delivered as well as the topsoil (20 yards)…river sand and pine straw comes tomorrow. As shared, the landscaping begins tomorrow morning. Painters return too. I cannot remember when I had a day to myself? Even so, I’m grateful that each day brings me one day closer to a super handsome puppy dawg! Lol.
Regarding the video, as you know, “The Notebook” is a favorite movie and my FAVORITE scene is when she finally comes home….running into his arms. What a wonderful moment.
Get some good rest and keep me close, okay? I’m right there inside your ticker! hahaha. I love you, B. xo
Poppy’s candle…burning while I made Puppy’s salad and dinner. No matter how hard they tried to blow it out, some light is eternal.
2 days after I’d left you – Puppy was already missing his Poppy. The kitchen was quiet…no candle burning, no music playing, no yummy smells from dinner cooking.
It was you inside my locket…always close to my heart and you still are.
We both tried…we did what we could to communicate. These words are true – then and still today.
Video “still” doesn’t show up…only the arrow against a white background. I filmed it (what seems) long ago. Video Link:
I’ll never forget when I first saw this little video. I knew exactly who you were talking to. For the record – I love you too, baby. xo
Puppy, are we about to be sitting on top of the world? I sure hope so. Like the song says…it doesn’t matter where we are or how fancy or simple we live – just being together is what it’s all about.
Things here are ongoing. I always start to feel that these projects will literally never end until they finally do. Even though it’s slow and I am tired as fuck, progress is indeed being made each and every day. The final paint work inside is underway now. The floors are now finished. The new stove (same size as yours) was delivered (freight) today. It’s not a fancy brand name but a professional chef’s stove…it’s going to look great in this kitchen. I’m hoping it will help entice a buyer along with all the others bells and whistles. Hopefully. Grass sod was delivered late last night. The bobcat / skidder work is done – now the landscape work begins Saturday. They will work through the weekend and Monday…hoping to get it finished? We’ll see. At $1,700 a day, fewer days will be a blessing but they have lots to do.
I hope you’ve enjoyed this day and your sweet tummy is full. I hope so. I mean…who wouldn’t want to take great care of such a handsome puppy dawg, right?! I’m just crazy about him.
Get some rest and keep me close…you know where I live. I love you so much! xo
Good morning, Love! I hope you slept well? It’s 5:30 here…been up for about an hour. I’ve got to meet my guys at Lowe’s to get some materials then back here to begin the final stretch! Oh, how I cannot wait to get this done. I am so tired of this yet grateful for health, strength and every hand that has helped me to do this work.
Of course, the top image is of Prince. I wanted to share it because he and I have the same exact energy. I remember when I first saw him years ago and instantly knew he and I were kindred. Meaning – very similar. He embodied (perfectly) the male/female energy in one body better than anyone I’ve ever seen. I remember back in the day…both men and women, gay and straight people were instantly attracted to him. Lol. He was so sexy and oddly, even to those that categorized themselves in one box or the other. Tons of people fantasized about fucking him or getting fucked BY him. Just facts. A very rare RARE soul indeed. Truly beautiful on the outside, very sexy and, no doubt, a creative genius. If you didn’t know – his creativity covered the gamut…architecture, couture, culinary AND his music.
The song (and commentary) seemed perfect for today. Every word. You and I are BOTH rare souls. My rarity is obvious to people but yours is more covert. Every time I look at you, I see a pinned up soul…a very special man that never had the chance to be himself fully. Starting with your dad’s powerful dominance and your mothers distance…and, of course, society’s expectations. Those experiences created the avatar you’ve lived as all your life. I can’t wait for you to feel totally FREE (for once) and have the opportunity to just breathe and enjoy life. When we are together each day…doing any number of things – I want you to be fully yourself. Even in moments of intimacy – I want you to experience many things. I am a natural femme bottom and can’t wait for you to lead and take me…but I’m also open to other things if that’s what you want to experience.
While I never know (for sure) why you post things – your post yesterday about “blood flow” and “looking forward to treatments” – just know, if that was regarding MY treatments to you, I am equally looking forward!! I can’t wait to lie with you in the candle light, A/C on 65 (so we are cool), powerful celestial (new age) music softly playing…I cannot wait to taste you, to smell you…to feel you inside of me…to reach that moment of powerful creation with you (very spiritual) – experience us VIBRATING together…exploding together…then collapsing together. So unbelievably wonderful! I am so excited for every day with you.
I hope you enjoy this day! Remember what I’d told you a while back? Get out in nature and watch the birds and bees preparing for their new families. Look closely – that’s us.
Keep me close – you KNOW where I am. I’m right there inside your heart – that’s where I live. I love you, Puppy! xo
