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Puppy….Imma give you kisses like this little white bear is giving the brown bear. Lol.

Hoping you’ve had nice day? All went well loading and dropping the items off at the resale shop. It was an all day thing as we had to explode and sort through everything in a huge storage space. We took over half the contents to the resale shop. That’s good news as it reduces the amount being driven to MS Saturday. Still, I’ll have another 2 trucks full. Whew.

I awakened this morning thinking you were here with me, once again. When I’m in twilight and that happens…I don’t want to fully awaken as I know you’ll disappear. It’s time for lights out here…another long day tomorrow as I prepare for the trip there Saturday – lots to do. I wish I was having lights out with you before I roll over and pull up the covers…if I were there, I’d softly touch your scratchy face (can’t wait to feel your handsome face)…give you kisses on your nose, your eyelids and lips. I might linger on your lips a bit? Yummy.

Get some rest. I’m right there with you. I love you, baby. Nite Nite. xo

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Hey, honey…

I hope you’ve had nice day? Tummy full? Did you think of Poppy today? I surely thought of you – many times. I miss you so much. I remember the night you said, “and just where do you think you’re going?” It was after dinner and she was away for the evening. As I’ve told you many times…leaving you and walking up those stairs is one my life regrets. I was upstairs lying in bed thinking about you. Should I go back down there and linger? Attempt to talk with him more?

If we’re so blessed, we have so many wonderful evenings to look forward to…to share. Just simple warm times at home together. I’m so excited, Puppy. Excited yet worried, too. About her and others. I’m still struggling with things. It’s not in my heart to hurt or upset anyone. I’ll share more as possible but….I want to be with you so much, to love and take care of you…to bring our baby boys home – but it breaks my heart to be the reason that your longtime marriage ends. When I say that I’m struggling, I mean it. I feel like I’m trapped.

As you know well, I feel like we are one already. I can imagine exactly how it will be to get out of the shower, climb into bed with my love….and, sometimes, just softly talk about things….simple and fun things, serious things, about our future, the world, our children, etc. To fall asleep by you will be precious. It’s an experience that I’ll never take for granted.

I’m rushing here preparing for the trip there late Saturday. Tomorrow, we’re going to take some things to a resale shop. I hope she can find new homes for many of these things.

Get some rest and think of me lying next to you. I’m there if only in spirit. Nite NIte…I love you!! xo

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Feeling your skin on mine…the warmth, your heartbeat – it was unforgettable. I can only imagine how our bodies will feel cuddled together. Home.

Quick update: I continue to pack and respond to a few client requests (small stuff). My next trip to MS is scheduled for late Saturday. I will be driving a large Uhaul and my painter will be driving one too. He helps me with different things from time to time. The unloading is scheduled for Sunday mid-morning then we’ll immediately return here to the city. That will be 3 large trucks down and likely, 2 or 3 more to go. My goal as of now is to just get everything moved then I can begin the renovation work on my house here – hoping to list for sale by mid-late March. We’ll see?

With great love and care, the pup has recovered a bit and is able to walk fairly well but struggles when he’s on the bed. He continues to be weak but better than he was. As I’ve shared, we just take it one day at the time.

I hope you are safe and warm with a tummy full of good, healthy food. Keep me close – you know, right?! Yep…right there in your heart. I love you, baby. Nite Nite. xo

Oh, my sweet Brett….you’ve been in my heart ever since. It aches for you everyday. I love you, Puppy. xo