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Hey, honey…
I hope you’ve had nice day? Tummy full? Did you think of Poppy today? I surely thought of you – many times. I miss you so much. I remember the night you said, “and just where do you think you’re going?” It was after dinner and she was away for the evening. As I’ve told you many times…leaving you and walking up those stairs is one my life regrets. I was upstairs lying in bed thinking about you. Should I go back down there and linger? Attempt to talk with him more?
If we’re so blessed, we have so many wonderful evenings to look forward to…to share. Just simple warm times at home together. I’m so excited, Puppy. Excited yet worried, too. About her and others. I’m still struggling with things. It’s not in my heart to hurt or upset anyone. I’ll share more as possible but….I want to be with you so much, to love and take care of you…to bring our baby boys home – but it breaks my heart to be the reason that your longtime marriage ends. When I say that I’m struggling, I mean it. I feel like I’m trapped.
As you know well, I feel like we are one already. I can imagine exactly how it will be to get out of the shower, climb into bed with my love….and, sometimes, just softly talk about things….simple and fun things, serious things, about our future, the world, our children, etc. To fall asleep by you will be precious. It’s an experience that I’ll never take for granted.
I’m rushing here preparing for the trip there late Saturday. Tomorrow, we’re going to take some things to a resale shop. I hope she can find new homes for many of these things.
Get some rest and think of me lying next to you. I’m there if only in spirit. Nite NIte…I love you!! xo