Author: Poppy

Puppy, I’m confused. Things from your side don’t make sense? Your recent interviews and appearances…the things you’ve said and words used – seems we aren’t on the same path? I put my whole heart into your Valentines wish and you were totally silent for 4 days. No acknowledgement or thank you…certainly no Valentines wish for Poppy. Sadly, Poppy is used to getting nothing. Somehow, someway – we make it on our own. As I’ve said many times before, no matter how this turns out, I love you with my whole heart. You are truly who was meant (uniquely) for me even if I never experience that life. I am so sad right now. Things here are moving alone as planned and I’m grateful. Pup is okay. I love you. xo

Love, me.

Oh, how many times have I wanted to “stay” with you? At least a million. xo

I fell in love with you so long ago…

Good morning, Love! Happy Valentine’s Day!!

If you were mine today (physically) – I’d want to give you an entire field of roses, a thousand handmade chocolates and endless kisses on your precious face.

Puppy, listen to Andrea’s song closely. Feel the energy that’s flowing around all the lovers in his audience. Look at their faces and smiles. I want you to take a moment and think back to the morning I sqeezed your hand. Can you remember those moments? Do you remember how my skin felt? The warmth? My heartbeat? Know what? With God’s grace, that’s our future every day. What a wonderful thought.

Enjoy this day and feel my love – it’s forever with you. xo

EVERY. WORD.

Oh, how I love my sweet Puppy dog and how I pray this song comes true. I hope you’re enjoying this beautiful day. Things are intense here…busting my ass getting ready for construction work to begin Monday at 7 am. Still hoping to get this place on the market April 1st…and find myself sitting on the back porch of the farm with Carson and nice glass of iced tea. He is doing better and I’m so grateful. Everyday is so special and a gift. Him’s an old man!

Keep me close…you KNOW where I am! xo