“When you love someone…”

Hey, baby – hope you’re having a great day. Busy here as usual but wanted to say hi. I’m about to run a few errands and will try to get back home as quickly as possible. The pup has a rough night last night. Once again, I thought I was going to lose him? Though we know it’s imminent, it’s so stressful and heartbreaking. He refused his food (am) yesterday but ate a small amount in the late afternoon. That didn’t go well…he was compelled to drink lots and lots of water then ultimately threw up. I’m sure his liver is going into failure? My plan for years is to keep him with me until he begins to show signs of pain – at that point, I’ll send him on his way. As an RN, I’ve secured the meds and will do it myself. That’s what I did with my other schnauzer back in 2011. He was just shy of 15. Carson is almost exactly the same age now. It’s a simple process and I need privacy (for both of us) at that time. If you can feel my heart from a distance, expect deep sadness that day. Keep us in your thoughts and send us some love…it’s going to be tough.

Not sure where you are…thinking you may be attending the big game in person? If so, have fun and please stay safe. This old world grows ever darker by the hour. The most recent things being posted on X, TT, FB etc regarding the “Epstein” crowd (we know who they are) is even more sick that I could have ever imagined. What an awful group of evil people that rule over this world.

Where ever you are, know that I’m right there in your heart. I love you so….xo

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