Hey, honey. I hope you’re having a nice day? It’s sunny and beautiful here. I’m about to run to Lowe’s but wanted to say hello and update. The pup is like you – he’s got 9 lives, I guess? Lol. He’s still weak but after a day of fasting, is back to baseline. I went to the vet to get him some Science Diet (for older dogs) and he’s really likes it and it has stimulated his appetite. He rested well last night and seems more calm over all. Obviously, this doesn’t change our reality but provides a short extension perhaps? As I’ve said many times, we’ll just take it one day at the time. As YOU often say and I love…”we’ll focus on today, tomorrow will take care of itself!” Did you know that I love you more than anyone on earth and I LOVE your words of wisdom, too!
Regarding Amy’s song. I remember so well (many times) over the years gazing at you when I was making dinner….or planning dinner or arranging flowers (or anything really). I enjoyed looking at you – I still do. As I’ve shared in the past, I love your beard…it’s so handsome on you. I would gaze and you and think of us alone…us holding and loving each other. Such a precious thought.
One evening in the fall of ’14, she was away and we were at/in the big house alone with #3. Of course, when she went up to her room, she may as well have been on another planet because the house is so huge. Anyway, I’d made dinner and went up to bed. Thinking of you, of course. That night, I decided to take a bath rather than a shower. I ran some hot water and added some bubbles. It was very relaxing. While not always…since I was in full “Jill” mode, I wanted to shave my legs. I did. After I’d dried off, I applied a bit of fake tan lotion and prepared for bed. I’ll never forget that night. I was lying there under the same roof thinking of you. I was fantasizing about sneaking downstairs…and into your room. You were in that big bed alone. I wanted to climb into that bed and be with you so much! I wanted to feel your hairy legs rub against my smooth ones…put my face on your chest and just be close to you. What a wonderful thought. I will say – those thoughts lead me to being a bit naughty…I had to get up and shower again. Lol!
Enjoy this day and keep me close. I love you, honey….I love you so much. xo