Hey, Puppy. I hope you’re okay and enjoying this beautiful, sunny, summer day?! I had a very vivid lucid dream last night. Per typical, I awakened around 3:30 am…sat up in bed and just contemplated what I’d experienced. In the dream, I was sitting at a table with a shadowy figure. I think it was father? There were questions and answers. Father asked me if I could REMEMBER who and where I was prior to December 1968? For you, that would have been prior to Jan 1969. Our gestation took 9 months…where were we prior to the moment we entered our mother’s womb? I know that I was with you. Do you remember me sharing the song video from the movie GHOST years ago? Patrick was kneeling in an alley…he was holding Demi Moore in death. She had been shot by a random thug. He was devastated as her life force left her body.
While there is no proof, I know (somehow) that we’ve been traveling together for a long long time. As I’ve shared many times – there is just something so familiar (and very special) about you. EVERYTHING about you. Especially your unique voice and your precious touch. The morning I held and squeezed your hand so tight…the warmth (and your heartbeat) I felt, it was unlike any other I’ve experienced in my life, including my own mother (which was incredibly special). In that moment, ALL my instincts were confirmed. I can only image being alone with you (her and everyone GONE)….just us…holding each other in the candlelight with soft, etheral music playing. We’ll both know…we’ve made it back home. I’m so looking forward to spending my days and nights with you. Only the cuddles with our boys could make it any better. For sure, this song (every word) speaks to my heart and this dream. We’ve lived before (likely many times) and we will again. We’ve both been living our current life on random exits (often feeling stuck or trapped). How wonderful to think that we are about to re-enter life’s great highway TOGETHER again! Such a long time coming but we’ll make the MOST of every day…every moment. I often think of how blessed I’ll feel to get my evening shower and come climb into our big cozy bed with you…snuggle up close then fall asleep knowing that I’m lying next to the person that I love more than anyone one earth.
I’m heading out to Home Depot to get a few things. I continue to work on loose ends here…preparing for the photographer new week. Not sure which day but should be next week followed by the listing.
Enjoy this day and stay safe, okay? Be sure to drink your water and eat healthy things – hopefully soon I can lift that burden OFF you and have everything planned and prepared for you each day. What a joy to care for my Puppy dawg! Keep us close. I love you so much! xo