Hey, baby.
I’ll make this quick today and post later if I can. I developed a bad migraine in the early hours of Xmas day. As you know (I think)…I get these from time to time. At least twice a month – the bad ones literally knock me out. I have to retreat into a dark room (no light), no smells or brash sounds until it passes. I have medicine I take and, often times, it knocks them out in a few hours but sometimes, it take 24 hours or longer to pass. I guess after we’re together, when this happens, you’ll have some soup or gumbo I’ve put in the freezer? You know me, always thinking of you.
While I’ve not been tested, I may have covid, not sure? Sometimes covid begins with a head cold/stuffiness and bad headache – that’s exactly what happened. Yesterday was brutal…today is better but I’m still not even close to myself.
As you might be able to understand, I’m also very emotional right now because of the pup and others that are in peril around the world. There’s so many things going on these days. I think these incessant thoughts about things (and outcomes) have really wreaked my mind. I want to be with you so much but don’t want to hurt others, as you know.
The pup is hanging on…labored breathing last night but made it through and awakened again with an appetite and was able to stand and walk a bit though not too far and very weak. Again, we’re just taking it one day at the time.
I watched a “thriller” recently (true story) and it really opened my eyes to things that I didn’t know are possible. Did you know that everything we do in/on our phones is forever and discoverable? Even if we lose the phone or it’s irrepairably broken. In fact, it goes for both our phones and all computers, too. I found out that they are programed during their creation to collect and store every key stroke (in an unseen, unique way). If a person is investigated for any reason – every website they’ve ever been to or any action taken on their device is easily discoverable, again, even IF they have erased their “tracks”. There is a mirror inside the device that collects and keeps every move made. The information cannot be deleted and any investigator can see a persons every move. For example, it can be discovered that you’ve visited Noah’s page and how many times (hundreds?) and my FB page and even this website. If that ever happened (for example) they would review those websites or pages and read what’s there even though I have them set to private or “friends only” OR even if I deleted or deactivated them. Very interesting and creepy. I guess one wouldn’t want to ever be investigated, right?! Yikes. I’ll attach some screen shots below the music video. The “thriller” was unique with a narrator…she stated that…”it’s always either about money or a lover or BOTH”.
I’m going to lie down with the pup for a while and try to ease this headache. If possible, I’ll post before I got to bed. I hope you’re having a nice day. I love you!! xo
