Hey, baby.
Oh, for this night. We’ve waited such a long long time. I can’t wait to be physically close to you…your warmth. For me, finally alone with my love…truly, there’ll be no one else on earth. I can’t wait to have a candle burning…soft music…and, in the shadows, kiss and taste you. Hold you and be held by you. Somehow I know it will be familiar. How? Somehow I know.
It’s been a long day and finally time for lights out. Have you ever been excited about sleep? Lol. That’s me tonight. As noted, I am reading between the lines and my heart is heavy. I wanted to share a few thoughts today but just haven’t had a minute to write them. Most are a repeat from earlier this year posted on N’s FB page – but I need to share again here. I know where your heart is…where your mind is. Mostly, I realize you have the heart of warrior but I’m worried about things…especially about you. I’ll say briefly, for me, there is NO RISK to you or your life, legacy and freedom worth taking. None.
As much as I love you (more than anything or anyone) I would willingly walk away or, at most, continue onward the way we are now…the way we love each other tonight rather than you be hurt (or anyone) in any way. Once actions are taken, they cannot be undone. Everyone has value. YOU are precious to me in a way I cannot even understand myself? I don’t want you to be harmed, stressed or worse.
There are two things (or topics) that I want to share with you very soon…next couple days. Perhaps one tomorrow night then the other Tuesday night? We’ll see if time permits?
Get some rest and keep me close. You KNOW, right? Yep….right there in your heart. Nite Nite…I love you! xo